thru a glass looking onion

went over to my moms place last nite. a place i called home for the past 20 yrs. i still save the phone no in my hp as HOME. probably cos i dont have any home line. i truly enjoyed living in amk all my life. i nvr tot i’d moved out but who am i to say. the place has really changed but there are still familiar faces tt i see. i really miss the ping pong table where we used to have so much fun. come to think of it, i dont think theres any ping pong table in new estates. sad..

as it was getting late, i decided to make a move. hang out with my bro at the car park b4 leaving. we were talking air abt cars n stuff. abt his jamming for his performance. then this car drove past us very slowly. the idiotic driver stared us for no apparent reason. so i gave him ‘why? u nvr see a mat driving a car b4 issit?’ look. pui..bloody @r5e. we went on with our conversation for a while more. as it was really geting late, we drove off.

as i was negotiating the bend in the mscp, i saw this policeman. at tt moment i knew tt someone had complained to the police abt us. true enuff, we were stopped by the policeman juz as we were abt to leave the car park. nice.

i cant remeber the last time i got srcreened by a policeman. it brought back memories of me playing football at the void deck. the very sight of a policeman made us scamper. those were the days.

this time it was different. i tried very hard to remain calm. luckily, the ampai was very polite. impartial all the way. had he been not, i would be screaming at the top of my voice. i was right. someone has indeed called the police. according to him, he was informed there were 2 men loitering at the car park. i told him frankly tt it was us.

talking bout jumping to conclusion. all i did was to apply tyre shine on my car. n my bro was showing me wat some guys did to their fog lamp. for tt, some fool tot we wanna commit theft. wat has the world become? was told tt i didnt look like someone who own the car. WTH??? i was in my t-shirt n shorts n jogging shoes. wats wrong with tt? i bot the car with the meagrely pay i get by being a govt dog.  btw, who r u n wat have i done to u? y dont u juz take our pic n post it at STOMP?

i admit i do not have much money. nvr intend to be a show off. i’ve always try hard not to look down on pple, have ill-feelings against anyone or bear any grudges. its not easy but we gotta start somewhere, dont we?

definitely i wanna be as zen as i can be.