thru a glass looking onion

i have always worry if i’ve offended or wronged anyone in fact, it kills me when i knew tt i did something wrong or unethical. i come up with ridiculous excuses to justify what i did.

if i could right all the wrongdoings i ever did, i probably be dead by now. not all are as forgiving as i would like. but i must say i am quite blessed tt i got away with most of things. maybe i spoke too soon. cos nature a funny way of biting u in the backside when u least know it. so wat if i could tt? would it make this world a better for me? i dunno..

wat abt not knowing if u have done something wrong? n the person bears a grudge worse than the ghost in ju-on. hmmmm….i dont wanna know.

maybe i shldnt worry too much cos pple do tt to me too. i’m happy with wat i am now n nothing gonna change my world. jai guru deva…om.

well, the last time i check, i’m not earl.

i’ve always known tt this will indefintely. i knew it comes with job but i’ve managed to distance myself for a long time now. n i knew it will be a moment of mixed feeling for me cos no one would want to be in my shoes. somehow i think of it as a rite of passage tt i’ve gotta to go thru.

when i think abt it again, it wasnt so bad tt i have to hide my head in the sand like an ostrich. i actually cant wait to share my experience.

so after six yrs it finally happened.

i was sitting on my desk in class when i saw one of boys walking along the corridor. he sure walk funny. then it struck me…..could this be it?????

lo n behold, i finally strike the jackpot. i could smell it, literally. nice. after all these yrs i have finally have a pupil who shit in his pants.