thru a glass looking onion

the holiday is over. but wat a holiday it has been. one thing for sure i’m happy i finally kept my promise to go italy with mai. 20 days travelling with my love was smthg i treasure dearly.

its has been a while since we had been on a holiday. spending my time with her was the best part of the holiday. it reminds me of the good old times we had when we were in jc. dya after day we spend our time together. talking bout our dreams n how we see our lives in the future. i really miss those lovely days.

looking back, i dont think i turned out differently from what i expected then. no matter what, i’m juz grateful with what i’ve achieved. most imptly, we’re married. this is smthg tt i nvr tot was possible back then. i truly feel she deserves someone better. like many pple told me, i’m one lucky bastard. well, if i am one, then she must be one poor unlucky girl. stuck with me for 10 years now. sometimes, i juz wonder what kept us together. mystery i cant solve. n i dont care.

maybe we juz opposites of each other. well, in case u dont know us. she primp n proper n i’m juz in a mess. she’s hardworking n i’m the last person u wanna work with. but i reall put in a lot of effort when i do smthg. honest. so, it wasnt any surprise that she’s been well in job. for me, stuck in a rut would not be an overstatement. since getting into the school, life has been better. or maybe i think i’m feeling better.

feeling better doesnt make me a better person tho’. i still laugh at others even when i’m not suppose too. i help others when i think i stand smthg fr it. evil. maybe not. i do have soft spot for pple too. but who doesnt?